dunno if is my imcompetence tat make myself so miserable or is jus simplified i dun like him tat much.... even if i have a baseline ans.. i still think tat maybe is my fault tat everything don't go smooth lor...
有很多事情我跟本做不到。。。example like today... he jus finish guard duty.... he call me ... ask me wanto meet ... cos he can book out ... was actually veri happy tat he call me de... but hor... i can't meet him .. today really veri tired le ... veri slpy actually .... ytd went to K.L de old folk place... haha... nothing much there anyway... anyway ... i know he veri disappointed ... maybe wat he say is true ... we not like a stead lor... we dun meet ... seldom sms... haha... cos most of e time ar .. is he sms me de... i veri seldom take e intiative to sms him.. haha... maybe tat's y he think we not like stead ba... wateva he wans i cannot give him... things i wan ... he cannot give oso ... gap getting bigger le... not much common topic... maybe... i really have to take a step back ...
