pain pain... stomach muscle pain pain... ytd no my luck lor... wakie morning morning jiu diarrhea first... after diarrhea.... i vomit... sianx... follow by .. whole day no mum mum .. i slp nearly whole day.... haha.. smart ritex... cos i noe i slp i won't wakie to vomit or diarrhea... so slp... but wakie jiu back to same le... diarrrhea and vomiting... silly me... haha.... night night jiu fever lo... dunno how high la... but my head like going to burst... walao...non-human... got plan to do jiu fall sick... haha... lucky no work... if not even worse... haha... today i better lo... no more vomiting .. but diarrhea still got la... no choice de... can't run away... after all no take med....
erm... super short post today...
I wish u a Merry Christmas,
mama and papa at airport le... haha... enjoyment till sunday?? haha... dun think so ...i got no entertainment ar... without them... who gonna entertain me.. sianx.. anyway ... got call from work place... working on fri and sat la... both morning shift... so maybe after tat can go out shop shop awhile with no $$ ... waahaha.... not really tat poor la... actually got $$ ... but cannot spend... wanto save la... so no choice... so boring lor... wakie quite early .
alright.. good news , bad news and hunting news update time...
read from someone blog... ur theory to a relationship is quite true... one single text or words... can total trash e relationship... no matter how hard one always try ... it will never satisify e other ... but for this reason to give up on a relationship i still really find it hard... haha... anyway ... tat's not my main point of blogging now.. wahaha...
haix... i give up le... ytd sms him... saying miss him and good nitex... haha... wat a nice reply he give me ... anyyway ... i shall not sms him le.. wait for him to sms me ba.. think wateva topic i gonna sms it pretty pointless le... no matter how much i try to salvage this relationship i still think it won't work welll de... no matter wat i do or say seem meaningless to u oso ar... u already got a concept le... haha.. anyway .. thanx ling and wei... erm... u guys are a great help ... haha... muackx...
dunno if is my imcompetence tat make myself so miserable or is jus simplified i dun like him tat much.... even if i have a baseline ans.. i still think tat maybe is my fault tat everything don't go smooth lor...
Good morning, haha... now at shaw de cinema outside with JINWEI ... yup... drag him with me to go old folk home .... haha... ask him spend $$$ haha... anyway ... today chat with him alot... maybe like he say ... in my subconscious ... i already got a ans to my relationship with dear le... a little prety true... he able to get to the point tat i hiding away from ... not willing to face e fact.... well... now must let thing goes one step by one step le... every decision he or me gonna make ... will really change e whole story ... remember tat day .. he ask me ... "will we last??" ... somehow i really dunno how to answer... wahaha... stupid me.... anyway ... never clever before oso la... i must jia you .... haha... not add fat ar... hahaha... stupid jinwei beside me nag nag... like old granny ... wahaha... later must bring him go acc those lao ah ma... wahahaha.... must must... heehee... shall end here.... JINWEI .. Look got more than 5 line hor... wahahaha... gonna end here le... byebye... muackx... I WANTO GO KINO LATER BEFORE GO OLD FOLK HOME!!!
time have been bad... only e 2nd night nia... feeling so tired ... never really felt like tat before ... super tiring ... anyway ... work all night until next wed... which total working of 9 nights.. haha... jaetong say i crazy liao ... sure will be super duper tired de... but i tell her ... never mind de la... veri soon time fly... anyway ... she going back to HK... haha... gonna ask her buy few things for me for sure de... wahaha... then pay her back ... think by the time she come back ... i got $$ le la... anyway .. I BROKE LE... wahaha... spend too much on food le... so gonna cut down liao ... anyway with jaetong ... i dun really eat much junk at night de la... cos no one eat with me ar... sianx... haha... anyway ... must jia you myself....
reach another climax again ... cold war again le... haha.... true la... maybe this time is i too much le... he book out for total 11 day... i only got 1 day acc him .. haha... but if i gonna break down e days... fri he booked out.. then sat and sun his wei qi... sun got meet to acc ling... monday i work.... tue i meet him over night.... wed take care daddy ... thurs he need to do his basket ball thingy... friday i work and he going for chalet... sat i work night, he and his basket ball... sun i got mouth ulcer... but still wanna meet him de... he say lazy go out ... then i forget it... NOW... today... a brand new monday.... HE TELL ME HE NO MONEY, HOW TO GO OUT!!!
PAIN PAIN... dam shit.. mouth pain pain... got 2 ulcer ... one at e tongue, e other 1 at the lip.... e tongue tat ulcer pain until swallow saliva oso kanna affected... didn't meet dear again... guess he super disappointed ba.... suppose to meet him de.... but ... i hate e pain... so not meeting him... hehee... anyway... i bought a new bike already... haha.... nice ritex.. erm... i super lame la... never post pic still say nice rite? haha.. going off le... muackx
Dam it la... everyone more important then me la... i say wat oso not acceptable de... shit... always like tat de... to who oso e same... I AM JUST A NOTHING !!!
had pretty or much ... Happy day... although got a news tat i dun wanna like to know... wonder wat will be her overall decision... haha... but she soft hearted la... shouldn't be a problem de... haha... now at my dear de house... his mama invited me to stay over.... we had steamboat for dinner at bugis... delicious ... nice.... and fun... wahaha... was like disturbing each other de... his family and ME!!! haha... first time dinner like tat... whole family... even with kason... is only mom and sis nia... this time is whole family.. haha... after steamboat ... we spend a mini bomb at the arcade.... haha... it was like SURPRISE... his mother like to play wor... catch e doll doll... in e end think spend around 27.50 for 1 lilo de soft toy.... wahaha.... fun... after we continue with some other bo liao game la... before we wanted to leave... i saw his mama playing for soft toy again ... wahaha... real funny... in e end ... his mama ask me stay over... haha... pai seh to say no... so agree with it... haix... real trouble come when we reach... HE BLUFF ME TO HIS HOUSE BUT HE SLPING LOR.... THROW ME ALONE ... KNS ... NON-HUMAN DE... okie.... finish scolding liao le... wahaha... now only can wait for him to wakie le... so boring... maybe later will doze off oso la... not really used to stay at other ppl house now... esp when e ppl i know SLPING... hump... kinda piss ... but i know he tired la... no choice... tomoro ... erm,... i mean today la... morning morning i think i need to take first few bus or train to go home... mama going for her exam today... haha... need to take care papa.. dunno can tahan not... until 5 lor... maybe i will ask him to slp... worse to worse ... i slp living room ... tired typing le... almost everybody slping except for his 2nd sis la... dunno do wat oso ... haha... gonna go read fanfic... easier... wahaha....
haix.. wait for his sms can wait until wanto slp de lor... super sianx... anyway ... later 12noon gonna meet him ... at night jiu dinner with his family member... da jie say go eat steamboat... wahaha.. e way she express oso funny le... e soup base good... food fresh... wahaha.. shall go try tomoro ... heehee... silly me ... Oh ya... mena looking for me.. looking for my cpr cert... wahaha... not yet summit to them lor... kns... lolx... silly me ... going go play my sudoku before slping..
